Grace Ndiritu was born in the UK in 1976. She received her BA (Hons) at WSA
and then attended the Postgraduate studio residency De Ateliers in Amsterdam
(1998-2000). Her work, which combines advertising, documentary and music video
strategies within the framework of performance video art, has been exhibited
internationally, including recent installations at the 2005 Venice Biennale
and the Ikon Gallery, Birmingham. Several of her videos are now distributed
by LUX and her first major solo show will be at the Chisenhale Gallery in January
2007.
Ndiritu was awarded UK Studio Award 2004-2006 at Delfina Studios in London,
during which she had a show there, TIME, in autumn 2005. Curator and writer
Ian White spoke to her about the show and her practice.
Ian White: Conversation seems a very good place to start with your work; in
as much as, even though you might be engaging in a political territory, you
are not doing so in an explicitly polemical way, so that each of the individual
works seem to occupy a kind of space rather than making a sort of polemical
point.
Grace Ndiritu: I think of it instead of trying to talk about certain issues
that bother me whether political or socio-political, but trying to transcend
the normal dogmatic way of talking about them, putting different layers. Through
the dance – the dance is a way of talking, expressing things – but
also with the text, because some of the text you are used to as well, because
we’ve become so used to that kind of statistical information, especially
about Africa and stuff like that. But when you put it all together then so
many different, new meanings come to it. And through the music, like in Absolute
Native it’s quite hypnotic, so then you start to see different ways of
joining. The whole show at Delfina is always changing, because if you go to
one piece then you’ll see it once and you’ll go, “Okay now
I get that bit”. But then if you see it again, you’ll see something
else, because of the way I’ve made it. Even I start seeing new things,
and that’s why I said that I also like to see the work in the space to
understand it again.
IW: I think also with this show in particular the relationship between the
three different pieces is really interesting and actually really successful.
You move from this big space where you watch Time to a smaller space where
you watch Absolute Native, and then a much smaller space where you are watching
Desert Storm on a monitor with earphones – I think there’s a really
successful passage between the works. What was in your mind in choosing to
display the work in that way?
GN: Well first of all I thought it’s good to have a big entrance because
Time is a very powerful statement – I mean just graphically, visually,
we all know the Time magazine cover. It needs room to breathe, so you need
room also because the music is so dramatic and having that big white room,
it gives space to bounce off it, lets say. And then you go into Absolute Native
and it was really important for me not to put it on a monitor, because normally
that’s how we’re used to reading statistical information, at monitor
size, let say at home. So I thought if I put it big, you also get the feeling
of the feet being really physical. They really feel like they’re bouncing
and tramping down and you really get involved in the movement of this piece.
And then I think with Desert Storm, it’s really important that it’s
on a monitor and ideally with headphones, because it is such an intimate piece.
I’m looking straight at you all the time, and when I was making it, it
was like… I gave the camera quite a male perspective, a male point of
view and so it’s quite important to have that with the headphones and
everything, so that you get lost in that world. It’s funny because that’s
the piece that people fall out about, like all the men…you know, “She
looks like she’s enjoying herself”, and the women are going, “No,
she’s being raped”. So that’s really interesting. The point
is to make it ambiguous, and I like that, to leave the work open, so people
can make up their own minds – there’s not one right answer. So
that’s why if you walk in the direction that we talked about, from Time
through to Desert Storm, then it’s like you are following a kind of story
and also you’re learning something. But then you come back to Time, so
then it makes you renegotiate the whole thing that you’ve just seen as
well…
IW: And the way in which different things happen with the text and different
things happen with the performance, and you are conditioned into looking at
those things by an experience of moving into the different spaces, which I
think works really well. Maybe we can comeback and talk about the separate
pieces of work in a minute. It would be good to talk about the male point of
view and the camera. Now, I want to ask you a question while we are still general
about ambiguity and how you understand the politics of ambiguity or not. Because
I respond to your work as political work and I think it’s quite tricky
to locate exactly where the politics are and I also feel often that it’s
my assumptions which are being, not exactly exploited, but my assumptions are
on the line in the work. And the kind of reading that I start to have about
the work, I feel very unsure about. So I feel like I’m simultaneously
being encouraged to read assumptions into the work whilst sensing that they
are being undermined.
GN: Well I think it’s like a matter of confronting your own prejudice,
and stereotypes. Because some of the work, in this show in particular, is more
political let’s say, than other work that I make which is less obviously
political. But I think also people every day are confronted with stereotypes.
With the Time piece especially, you can assume that I must be Muslim to make
that piece as an artist, but I’m not. I like the idea that there is no
stability, because I really believe that there is no right answer to anything.
So that’s why it is hard to locate the politics, because I’m also
learning while I’m doing it – because the performances are spontaneous,
they are not choreographed and therefore it’s not, lets say, forced in
a direction. I think to myself, “Oh, I’m going to do this performance”,
and then I make the performance and afterwards I’m working on editing
it. And because it’s a single take without any editing in all three pieces,
I mean the actual movement is a single take, then I think it has more of a
powerful way of transcending the obvious, if you see what I mean, because there
are mistakes, these are normal and human…
IW: Yes, well I think this is always a kind of an interesting question, about
the relationship between choreography, something which is planned, and chance
in the work. Because across all of your work there’s a performative aspect
and the performance never feels strictly choreographed, you know there are
a number of kind of coincidences that happen. At a certain point in the text
an action might happen or an action might coincide with the ending, but the
choreography isn’t actually that strict…
GN: … Because it’s not planned, the choreography. Like I don’t
rehearse, you know. Its funny, when I’m filming, sometimes I’ll
do one take, and then I’ll go, “I better do it again,” but
it’s always the first take [that I use], because in the first take there’s
always the vulnerability, there’s always these mistakes, and things that
later on, when put with other information – like the text, the music – then
become something else… become the piece. So I work very intuitively,
in that way, and I think that’s why it’s not possible to just have
one reading or one political stance on it, because it’s quite complex,
the issues are complex, and they are shifting, and I am shifting, everything
is shifting, and that’s what’s important. Because you are always
allowed to change your mind, aren’t you? That’s why I think it’s
important not to be too fixed…
IW: And what then sets the time frame of the separate videos, in terms of
working out how long each piece is, is this something that is developed from
the performance, or is it pre-set say by already knowing which piece of music
you are going to use, or which quotation you might use?
GN: It really depends. When I first started making this series of work called
New Global Performance, that’s what I call them as a theme, with the
first pieceThe Nightingale, I did a performance to a certain kind of trance
music. I do a lot of meditation and yoga and I put myself in some sort of a
trance state, lets say, and I did the performance naturally to one set of music.
But then I edited it to another set of music, and therefore it became differently
animated by that music. But now, with Time I did the performance – I
don’t know if I even did it to any music, but later on when I was watching… I
think it was a film or something, I knew instantly what music would go with
that image. And I’m just listening to music all the time, I listen to
a lot of world music and I have the music in my head and then it’s just
the two things come together. And then the text, it’s like the twist
of the thing, like Absolute Native, I knew I had that text and I knew I had
that image, but in the end, it wasn’t until the two things came together – like
Absolut Vodka! - and that made the piece.
IW: I think that there’s a really curious relationship between logo
and performance or other text in the work, you know, in particular in Time
and Absolute Native. Again it probably comes back to ambiguity, but there’s
a really quite strange relationship, actually, between looking at something
which is incredibly familiar like a brand name or the cover of a magazine…
GN: … yes, so global…
IW: And actually what we’re seeing… The relationship is not
simple between them and yet it looks like it should be, which is the peculiar
thing.
GN: Exactly, and I think it looks like it should be simple because it’s
just a single take, I don’t move the camera. That’s the funny thing
with my work, it looks very simple from the outside and straight away you think
you can understand it… And the thing about the logos are, is that yeah,
we know that logo, but “time”, it means so many different things,
and that’s ambiguous. I’m so intimate in my own space doing this
performance, for me, and the logo is so global and so about the world out there.
So I think that’s why it becomes ambiguous or quite strange.
IW: So to what degree are you interested in subverting those kinds of elements
like the logos?
GN: I am very interested in it, but in a positive way. Before, years ago,
I used to make videos where I would subvert different global brands, like I’d
say on the video something like ‘sponsored by Prozac’ or something
like that, as a way of disturbing the viewer into changing their mind about
things. And so it would all be quite confrontational but not in a negative
way, but in a disturbing way. And then I had a big change, where I realised,
actually that’s what the media do, they use a lot of information to make
us fearful, like the culture of fear. And actually all they are doing is sending
subliminal information out, during the news. So through my Yoga and meditation,
I learnt about how energy works, like through resonances and different things.
And I realised actually, you can send out positive subliminal information and
positive energies, so I’m just doing the reverse of what the media do.
They use their imagery or pictures in a negative way, and I’m using it
in a positive way, but not in a cliché way.
IW: Maybe it’s useful to be more specific about how you understand that
to work. I mean, is that a strategy you would say is operating in Desert Storm?
GN: Not strictly and that’s why I find that piece very hard to watch
myself…
IW: OK, so maybe a piece of work that does employ that strategy…
GN: The Nightingale, for example, and Absolute Native. In that, I decided
to, while performing, give out certain subliminal positive information, so… it’s
more a strategy of enlightening people, to change their minds about certain
things rather than disturbing them. So that’s what the big change was.
IW: In terms of your private intent…
GN: My own private intent…
IW: …That was a massive change for you as a practitioner
GN: Exactly, so the whole idea of resonance, because we all resonate, that
became really important during the performance and that video. What I learnt
about video is it’s such a blank canvas, and actually you can you use
the energy within the material of video to transcend and transmit different
energies, like you can use it to transmit negative energies, or you can transmit
positive energies. In The Nightingale it’s more obvious – maybe
it’s not obvious to the viewers, but I know that I am doing it and I
know from the feedback I get from different people that it’s working
in a certain way. I’m not brainwashing people to like the work, it’s… to
open the mind. Like in Yoga, the Third Eye, it’s a way of talking about
opening up, so people have more lucidity. So that’s what I’m trying
to do, cause a reaction of lucidity in people so that they can see a different
perspective on certain subjects. Because usually everyone is so fixed on thinking, “I
hate this war, I hate this war because of this”, and they start getting
ground into their ways of thinking and then they forget to really analyse them
again – they just get stuck on this one thing of being anti-war of pro-war,
or whatever it is. And so it’s a way of expanding people so that then
they can say, “Oh well actually, there is no right answer, both points
of view can be right, you can pro-war and that could be right, or you could
be anti-war and that could be right”. I’m not the one that’s
saying which is right, and I don’t think there is a right answer, and
that’s why I am interested in working in an ambiguous way. But Desert
Storm is a really really hard piece for me to watch because in it I feel like
I look like a victim. Okay, some people have told me, mostly the women, have
told me that no, I look powerful. But to see one’s own body moving in
that way and because it’s so ambiguous, it looks… it feels like
something bad is happening to me. So I don’t like to see myself in that
position. But I do think the performances are a way of exorcising different
issues, or a way of making me be able to cope with living, because I get very
affected by things. Because even though I’m not directly involved in
the war or something like that, I am still aware of it and it’s still
affecting me, it’s affecting everyone’s consciousness.
IW: Maybe you can say something at this point about the male perspective,
or the male point of view, or the male gaze in terms of Desert Storm. To me
I think you have a really powerful physicality, physically you look very strong – your
limbs look very strong. In Desert Storm there is a very difficult line between
something that’s incredibly erotic, something that’s very restless
and irritable, and something that’s abusive or imprisoning. And I think
you do kind of weave in and out of these different positions through out the
tape. But I wonder if you could say something about how you consider it to
be constructed from a male perspective.
G. N: Actually, when I started to make the piece last year, it was around
the time of Ken Bigley [a British engineer kidnapped and executed in Iraq]
and a lot of information about women getting raped in Iraq in prisons and stuff.
And a lot of the imagery that I would see would be framed in a certain way
and a lot of the writers would be male. So then I started to think, “Actually,
this whole war is being put about in a male perspective – what is the
other side, a woman’s perspective?” Actually, what happens when
these things happen to a woman? And with rape, it’s such an ambiguous
thing, anyway. If it’s not totally violently done, like in The Accused
or something, and out there and obvious, then was it rape, is it rape? You
know, there are all these different arguments within women themselves and with
society as well. And I was disturbed and also amazed that all those countries
that are listed along the bottom of the picture, they are all countries where
rape is being used as a weapon. So someone has sat down and systematically
said, “We are going to use rape as a weapon during this conflict”.
And I found that actually mind boggling that anyone actually had that conversation.
And the fact it’s not just obvious places where, you know, like in Rwanda
or Kosovo…
IW: Well I think, it’s not even just a contemporary strategy, in fact
sex has been a weapon probably in more wars than what I would even mention
now – in World War II, for example, there were explicit propaganda campaigns
which were specifically targeting German or British troops via the vulnerability
of their women at home being abused by the enemy soldiers. And whether they
were or they weren’t, it’s a use of propaganda in this way as a
weapon.
GN: Exactly. But also the fact that all these countries are countries that
the UN has listed, so they are recent. They are from the 1970s onwards, all
those conflicts. And that’s what really disturbed me because that’s
obviously my time, I wasn’t alive in the Second World War. But I just
found it really fascinating actually, because all these situations, all these
conflicts are going on and most of them are still shifting. You know, like
the problems in Sri Lanka, none of it is resolved, and that’s what happens
a lot with women as well, that certain issues never get resolved. I thought
it would be really interesting to use this way of framing, you know, and by
giving the camera a male perspective, it is like I am a tabloid picture. So
at the beginning I am still and then I’m animated, it’s like the
picture and then the story behind the picture. Because it says at the beginning
21st October 2004, then there’s a still and then I become animated. So
if it was just the still, that’s how we would get it in the newspaper,
then we would have to make up our own stories about it. But because I become
animated, you have to read into (imagine) what the journalist would have written.
IW: And is there something specific in the framing or in how you were using
the camera, that you would be able to identify as being male?
GN: Just the fact that when I was performing I was thinking that it is a man
looking at me.
IW: Okay, it’s a private thing for you.
GN: Yes, that’s why it’s so intimate and that’s why it’s
so disturbing for me myself to watch. Because really, I’m looking at
the camera thinking, “That’s a man looking at me”. So he
can be looking at me in different ways, like we said erotic or because sometimes
in the movement you don’t know if I’m being dragged off camera,
you know, so is there something happening to me? I don’t blink, or I
just look straight all the time, and then it feels like, am I moving off camera
because I want to? It’s all ambiguous because I’m looking dead
straight, but my eyes don’t really give anything away.
IW: Yes, I mean your eyes are amazing. And also in the The Nightingale your
eyes actually seem very distinct from your mouth – they seem to be conveying
something, and, for me, when your mouth is revealed it’s so stern and
unforgiving. Your eyes may look like they are smiling when you can’t
see your mouth, and then you reveal your mouth and your mouth isn’t smiling.
GN: It’s just straight all the time. That’s the thing about when
you put yourself in certain states of mind, and that’s what I did before
Desert Storm too. And then afterwards I looked at the material and I was like,
(gasp) “It’s really powerful”. Personally, I don’t
want to watch myself like that. But now I’ve come to terms with it, the
more that I see it, I’m coming to terms with that part of myself. Because
the way I see myself as an artist is more of on a Shamanistic path. You know
in non-Western cultures that the Shaman is actually the healer, the medicine
person for the community, the guide for the community. And I’m trying
to balance these two worlds, because obviously I live in the west, I grew up
here and stuff, but my heritage is from Kenya. So I have these two different
things, I don’t feel I’m totally English and I don’t feel
totally African. So I’m in that middle space, which means that I can
live everywhere, and live nowhere, because I don’t belong anywhere. So
I think that’s why my work can be ambiguous or shifting because that’s
the way I am.
IW: Do you understand your work to have a social function? I mean there’s
no reason why it should have, I’m just curious in light of that.
GN: It does, I like to think so. It’s the same way as any other job
in the sense that it’s contributing something to society. You know, there’s
no difference between being a doctor or an engineer or whatever – a policeman.
I also contribute something to society. And because contemporary art is so,
let’s say, removed from the spiritual aspect of the world, I’m
interested in making those links, but not in a clichéd and corny kind
or evangelical way. I just think that the Shamanistic path gives me a way of
being my own person but also it’s like you are a guide to the community
because you can see other things that other people can’t see. But it’s
not like you are a politician therefore and you say you should do it this way
and these are the laws – it’s not like that, it’s offering
a different angle. Like with a Shaman, it’s through a different world,
so that one can be healed, but with art…
IW: Just explain to me how you understand Shamanism?
GN: In terms of art, well because in the non-West, art is with a small ‘a’ because
it’s just part of the everyday language of life, and only in Western
culture is it with a capital ‘A’, because then it’s removed
from everyday life and put in a white gallery and then it’s ‘Art’.
Which doesn’t actually make sense really as a function of creativity,
creativity is just something you do. Everybody does it, don’t they? They
cook, they play, it’s just a natural phenomenon. But in here, in a Western
country you put it with a big ‘A’ and then you put it in a gallery
and then it becomes this whole other thing. There’s nothing wrong with
that, but there’s two ways. Obviously I’m taking part in the big ‘A’,
capital ‘A’ stuff, you know, but I’m interested in bringing
in the other element, as every part of life, because actually that’s
how it was before Western civilisation.
IW: In part at least, if not entirely, capitalised ‘Art’ is more
to do with an economy, a commodification of something, a profession from which
you earn money and in order to invest the art object with value, its removal
from the everyday becomes necessary. It needs this to accrue value.
GN: And there’s nothing wrong with that, I just think that there’s
a place for both in the world. Now it’s a hierarchy in which capital ‘A’ art
is so much more important and better, but it’s not – it’s
only in this society that it needs to be like that, in other societies it’s
the other way round.
IW: I wonder if you could say something about ritual in your work. Because
it seems to me that often it’s as if we are looking at something which
seems to be incredibly ritualistic. Whether that’s say in Time with your
circle of candles and sand or in Arrested Development with the fire, most of
them appear to have a very ritualistic mise-en-scene.
GN: What do you mean by ritual?
IW: By ritual I mean that they look as if there is something ceremonial about
them, pre-planned, that there’s an investment in the action occurring
which we might not immediately understand. And that’s combined with a
mystery, rather than a decoding of an action or making something clear. We
are watching a set of mysterious actions which suggest a kind of transcendence.
But I actually think at the same time that those things are unravelled and
become undone as you watch the piece, so what you end up watching is something
much more casual than a ritual. And to me this connects with the ways in which
I understand you to be playing with an idea of ethnicity. And that’s
where I feel that my assumptions are on really slippery ground because actually
you’re the one who’s playing with this idea of ethnicity. As a
black woman, as a black body performing these movements in this way, I immediately
start to think about ritual or I immediately start to think about tribal dance – and
it’s like actually, no, it may be none of those things. And we’ve
spoken abot this a little bit before, how these dances may just be made up.
It may not have any cultural heritage.
GN: It’s funny because I can see how completely you could read it that
way. But for me just making the work, I’ll be honest, with Arrested Development
it was a ritual in the sense of the stuff in the middle, the food or the string
or whatever you want to think it is, you know, the material that gets burnt
away and then has to be renewed. In a sense, that’s why it’s ‘arrested
development’ – because it stops. Because everyday you have to
start again, you get this much aid, and then okay, it’s gone, now what?
It’s not sustainable. Okay so in that sense I’m coveting the object,
I’m making it special by dancing around it, and in that sense it is a
ritual. You infuse them with potency, by moving around them. And you do that
in different religions. I wouldn’t like to say which ones but different
religions, and that’s the sense in Time as well, I’m mourning – I
start off with a specific prayer movement which a Muslim friend showed me,
but then it becomes my own movement, you know I’m not Muslim. And I just
think of myself as a blank canvas and that I’m making work for everyone,
not specifically for the black community or for the non-white community. I
think of myself as making work that is universal. And I happen to be black – I
could be Chinese, I could be white, I could be anything and I think I would
still end up with the same… I could end up, I’m not going to say “I
would end up”, I could end up with the same strategy.
IW: I agree, I think that it gets into quite tricky territory – I mean,
I agree that you could employ a similar strategy you know, but actually you
are black and that to me figures. You know, I’m gay – that figures
too…
GN: Yes, but the reason why I don’t like to read my own work like that
is that I know I’m black and I have no problem with being black, I’m
just making my work because I’m making my work. But the reason why I
don’t like to put it within these categories is because forever I will
be pigeonholed by other people and not necessary through seeing the work. If
they were to just see the work and see what they want to see and understand
it from their perspective or change their perspective, that would be one thing,
but it isn’t that, it’s actually within the system of art with
a capital ‘A’ and I will forever be segregated and that is the
problem. And that’s why I don’t like to talk about it from that
perspective. Because still nowadays you know, I’m always getting bloody
e-mails from people, “We are looking for ethnic minorities artists, blah
blah” – and I’m like, “I haven’t got a disease!” There’s
nothing wrong with me, you know, and I find it really insulting. I’m
just making work. Some black artists, they do like to promote black art and
I say good for them, everyone’s got to do what everyone’s got to
do. But me personally, I think it’s better to say, no I’m an artist
who happens to be black, I could be white, I could be gay, I could be like
disabled, I mean, yeah I could be anything you know and make work and that’s
actually how you should want to see it.
IW: Of course, absolutely, I think in terms of people asking you to be in
shows or not to be in shows dependant on colour is nonsense. Nevertheless the
content of your work is on some level about ethnicity, I think, which may be
an abstraction from your…
GN: On some level yes, because I’m always interested in it. Funnily
enough, after what I’ve just said, I’m very interested in people
who lack power. And the people that lack power in the world are mostly non-white
people. So I’m interested in issues about that. So whether that’s
tribal issues or black issues or whatever kind of issues, it’s about
the lack of power. And by talking about things, about issues that affect people
who lack power, I’m trying to give back dignity, to either the people,
or to the issue.
IW: So why in making the work do you choose to perform yourself rather than
asking somebody else to perform – what determines that for you?
GN: Years ago I used to make videos, video installations. And once or twice
I used someone else in them. It was interesting but I think when I was just
getting into my own spiritual practices, Yoga and meditation and stuff, it
just came to a point where I was confronted with myself and all the different
elements of myself. And I think actually it makes the work much more powerful
if I am in it because it’s not a self-portrait, it’s a human portrait,
but I just think it’s fascinating because I learn something about myself
in the process and I think that’s part of it as well, rather than directing
other people. And I think also because I edit it myself, I direct it, I perform
in it, I do everything, then it has the same sort of energy within it – it’s
quite potent, because there’s no interference, or no, how can I say,
distancing or disconnection, within the process and within me making it. I
really believe in that idea of hand-crafted video, you know, rather than high
production video, which is a very different way of thinking.
IW: Does this connect with how prevalent the veil is in the work in terms
of it being you but it not being a self-portrait, you’re often covering
your face, or covering your body, or naked but covering your eyes, or the shot
is just of your feet which is a different kind of veiling I think – the
veil figures across the work.
GN: I see what you mean. I never really thought about it as a veil, specifically,
because in the work that you saw before…
IW: Which is your new work which will be shown next year at the Chisenhale…
GN: … I use textiles so I don’t think of it as a veil, but I
can see how you’ve read it as a veil. And I guess yeah it is in a way…
IW: But it’s a veil in the sense of, forgive me if I’m not remembering
it entirely, but your arm appears from behind the cloth. And then does more
of your body appear?
GN: No, it’s just my arm.
IW: So we know that then, you know, the fabric is hiding the rest your body,
and you reveal an arm. So it is a veil. You know, you are behind the fabric.
GN: I suppose in a sense, that it is actually, I’m not wanting to expose
my full self in the sense of that because then it would be a self-portrait.
You see what I mean? And I am interested in learning something about me as
a person in the work, but I’m not interested in dissecting myself in
that sense. So that’s why I guess there’s always like a veil, between
me and the audience in that way. In a new work that I am working on, I use
make-up as a veil, or a disguise, I’m disguising myself in some sort
of way.
IW: I also feel like your work is very formal. It’s really quite astute,
I think, in its economy of means. It has a certain elegance that’s connected
to formalism. I wonder whether you are consciously making work within some
kind of formal tradition. Or even, how you perceive your work in relationship
to historical work. In terms of artist film or artist video or performance
work, or maybe you don’t but I’m curious whether you do position
it in relationship to other kinds of practice.
GN: Okay, well that’s asking a few questions at once. In terms of positioning,
in terms of the integrity of the work, that definitely comes from sixties performance
artists like Marina Abramovic, and people like Chris Burden and Ana Mendieta,
people who just go for it. And I really think that actually connects to my
Shamanistic beliefs, because when Shamans are in a trance they’re not
talking or deconstructing being in the trance, they are actually just doing
their thing. And I really like that idea, but in terms of lets say the single
take or the framing of it, where the camera doesn’t move, that came from
using the camera more as a mirror when I’m performing, because I’m
doing it myself, keeping the camera in one position and I’m having this
kind of dialogue. I remember seeing a Vito Acconci piece where he’s lying
down and he’s talking to the audience and he’s saying all these
things – “Hey girl you’re so pretty”, you know – and
he’s so close to the camera, and it’s just really like, “Ooh
Vito!” It’s like he’s talking to you, it’s like he’s
coming on to you and you feel so… ooh, you know. And I kind of like
that. But in terms of also references, I really like painting too – I’m
not a painter, I can’t paint and I can’t draw, but I really like
the way it’s still. And you go away from a painting, you come back and
you see new things. Rather than narrative, you know, so I’m interested
in more that kind of perspective and maybe that’s why it’s quite
traditional, my work, or quite formal, because it has that painterly element…
IW: In terms of composition maybe…
GN: Exactly, and because it’s just a still camera. In the Chisenhale
stuff I was very interested in Matisse, and Matisse’s use of textiles.
Because I went to West Africa and that’s where I got textiles from, and
then I started thinking, oh yeah, look at Matisse, this is a hundred years
ago, he’s looking at textiles, isn’t that funny, coming from completely
different worlds. I think that’s really interesting . I’ve purposefully
called it Still Life, because they are more like moving paintings in that way.
IW: Maybe just as a final question, do you want to change the world? In the
sense of you talk about unresolved conflicts and the number of unresolved conflicts.
Do you think that anyone, or you, or we, or you and your viewers, can be in
any way responsible for change?
GN: We are all responsible for it because all these conflicts are going on,
whether you pretend they are not going on or not, we’re all responsible
for it because we are alive and walking around. But you can’t feel guilty
about it all the time because that isn’t going to help either you know.
You can’t beat yourself up because you are not in Palestine helping – not
everyone can do that. I think you just have to be able to do what you can do,
and I am able to this. I have always felt very guilty about not being able
to do something very practical, like I should be working in medicine. When
I was in art school, I was thinking, “I should just be there in Africa
handing out medicine” – doing a real thing, instead of this weird
art thing pretending it’s real. But now I’ve found a way of balancing
both. And I’m not saying that the art will change the world, or something
like that, I mean I’m not that naïve or idealistic. But I do think
it helps people to see different perspectives which then eventually change
the world. It’s like a slow process, in that way, and it filters down
doesn’t it? Because the work keeps working…That’s why I
am interested in the subliminal because the work keeps working after you have
left the gallery…..
IW: Good, great. Thank you very much indeed.
GN: Thank you.